Posted by Johan Andersson, Custodian on April 28, 1997 at 01:06:47:
A very strange episode occured during the last channeling session.
We were sitting in our wing chairs, contemplating, breathing the air,
listening to the blackbird out on the limb outside the open window. The
sky was burning as the sun melted into the ground, shortly, we had an
NTI experience, wispering about the eternity that is enfolded in the sounds
and colours of nature and the celestic phenomena. We were embraced by this
tranquility, when suddenly and abruptedly thrown into reality again...It
was Hillman. He said, "what's the matter, why don't you listen to me???"
The analysis revealed that there is a contradiction between Near Total Idleness
experiences and listening to fictive heroes. We interpreted this contradiction as
an expression for the sweet taste of immortality: We all want it, don't we?
Best Regards
The Captain Hillman Project Group